jus as i tot the happy days are here to stay...
all the shit has to affect me again.
i jus wish everything would jus disappear and that i'd be able to get outta this asap.
coz i might jus breakdown the longer i stay.
give me some space.
i need to leave.


RUNAWAY!
ESCAPE!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!



i'm sorry for always hurting u, coz i never meant to and i dont ever want to.
but its always those who are the closest that'd end up being the most hurt.
i'm sorry.
i love u.
thanks for always standing by me.
i'll emerge stronger one day.

i wish my depression would jus leave.
coz it seems to be affecting not only me, but hurting u too.
*sigh*