I am not as strong as I appear to be.
Maybe I've done a good job by hiding behind my mask all along.
I'm actually very weak within, jus like an other gals, human beings.
Maybe noone actually knows the real me all along.

ARGH!
I really hate whining...
But sometimes I really wonder.
Am I such a bad person, or is what I'm doing wrong.

Why is it so hard to please others?
Yet I try so hard to do so.
And in the end, everyone is not happy.
Why do i try so hard, to make everyone but myself happy?
Even willing to sacrifice my happiness jus to please others, but no one appreciates it.
Am I doing too much?
Am I being a busybody or am I a nobody that noone is willing to care bout my feelings?
Why am I always so afraid of hurting others' feelings, trying to be nice to them even though I myself will get hurt?
Why why why?

Maybe I shld be a moron, and jus fk care everyone else feelings, what they think, and think for myself for once.
At least I know, i'll be much happier.
If that's what everyone wans, I'll jus do it.
What for make the whole world happy at the expense of my own happiness.
I am jus a fking retarded brainless person.

i just simply hate every single bit of it.
no one cares. no one bothers. no one gives a shit bout everything.

Why am i always the cause of our unhapiness?
Why do u have to always be the one to give in to me in the end?
I hate the unhapiness, the quarrels, the differences.
Whatever it is, thanks for always giving in to me.
ilu!